A moment.

We had a moment. I wanted it to be glorious. You were terrified. Stiff. Unfeeling.

not long after you gleefully told me you could never be exactly what you knew I needed from you. While I value the honesty, the delivery left so much to be desired. It hurt me worse than you can imagine.

I believe you did that on purpose to drive me away because you are terrified of intimacy with a man. You always drive the men in your life away


nevertheless, I love you. I’m glad for at least part of a moment - you seeded My throat.

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